Even a year after my last post here and my goodbye it still hurts

It’s just so crazy to me how much I can still miss her, how much I can still see her as one of the people I still love the most. It’s honestly insane. Just today I about tried breaking stuff about it seeing stuff that i definitely shouldn’t have but you know one of my worst aspects when it comes to the breakup. I hope she’s happy but god does it hurt that it’s not me. That’s all I guess I don’t know guys.