Why am I so into Sissies, Femboys and Natural Transgirls?

Hey there! I’m M29 and I don’t know why I am so into Sissies, Femboys and Transgirls.

For all the years I only had sex with women and yes also anal sex with several women.

But from time to time I was more and more into Sissies and natural Transgirls.

I’m not sure if I want to tell you but my Ex GF was a 9/10 and to even cum I had to imagine That im fucking a Sissy right now, otherwise I wouldn’t cum.

Since then I was more and more into sissies and finding sissies, that’s when I found Reddit and I was so glad!!

I had chats with hot sissies, owned them, got pics and videos daily and I almost fall for them.

And when I stroke with them or to them i cum way stronger and more than I did when having sex with hot women!!

I’m fully straight but I’m also fully into fem sissies, femboys and natural Transgirls but only if they really look fem.

Honestly I’d rather have a Tgirl as a GF than all the women I had in before..

But why is that? And also where can I find a sissy, femboy or transgirl for a longer lasting relationship? I mean it can be sex only too I don’t mind.

I’m good looking and 6ft talk so I don’t have problems finding women but I finally want to find the best kind of girls!!

There’s no community near my place all are several hundred cilometers away and unfortunately most of them I encounter here are trying to sell OF..

The ones I own aren’t that sure yet i guess because after a few sessions they disappear and come back again a few days later..

Can someone help me out pls?