Shift work and diaper brained

Being a shift worker and a raging abdl is a love/hate relationship. On one hand 12 hour shifts mean more time to be baby you would think, but with life getting so busy sometimes it doesn’t happen as much as I want/need. Too often am I at work and the headspace and motivation to be diapered and toddle around hits me like a truck and I have to just bury it and tell myself it will happen later, but later always comes and its not the same feelings due to the exhausting shift(s). This is truly where not having a CG is the absolute worst.