Life

In final year(just started), college la oru skill u develop panala, just survived everything using chatgpt. Attend panna oru company u(online technical round) ai use panni u clear panala. Pretty much stuck, physical health nalla ila, mental health is on the verge of either finishing things for myself or finishing someone else. Not a parental controled child pretty much made some important decisions myself and a lot of rebellious bcz of old standard thinking and "parents choice is child's choice" type of family. Doesn't have a great close relationship with family itself. Got hunger to make it at the cost of anything but couldn't keep the momentum going past a week or so. Got somewhat a 3 or 4 good friends but lost everyone who was in the zone of "close to me" and that affected me much more than I thought. Any thing I can do to make out of this situation. Cuss panalum paravala kevalama thitunalum paravala. Need some clarity on things.