I wish I could call

and i would but i know you already choose her, i’d only get rejected anyway, you made it clear that the only place for me in your life was as a friend, and that is not what i want to be, i want to hear your voice, i want to lay in your bed, i want you to hold me, i want you to make it better and you won’t, i just wish i could understand why everything i’ve done, everything i am was not enough for you anymore. i wish you the best and i hope that you found the happiness and freedom you wanted. goodnight i love you.