do i deserve this?

im so tired like emotionally tired. ive been diagnosed with a benign life threatening illness. my meds would cost 800 per day. pucha im still a student and this is my life right now. deserve ko ba to? months ago i was in the ICU fighting for my life.

naka receive kami ng help sa mga ppl and government

tw: its better to not live than to suffer and madadanmay pa ibang tao. am i being selfish if i pray everyday to not wake up?

rant beause i cant anymore, i cant even put into words how tired i am :(((