I need a spiritual awakening

What exactly does the journey of spiritual awakening begin? What exactly do you do? I don't get it, like you live life in auto pilot mode and over time you get spiritually awakened, what habits or activities did you inculcate in your life? What kind of resources did you consume - be it books, podcasts, sessions or anything? How does an average Joe experience spiritual awakening? I am a big fan of reading and I've made a list, what do you guys think about it?

The Four Agreements

The Power of Now

A New Earth

The Untethered Soul

The Road Less Traveled

Siddhartha

Autobiography of a Yogi

Be Here Now

Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind

The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying

Seat of the Soul

Be As You Are

I Am That

Basically, I need to get spiritually awakened and to be honest, I need a roadmap, thanks in advance