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I want to run away with you. You’re the one that I want. It breaks my heart. I should have chosen you when I had the chance.
I would risk it all to be with you now. I would risk my relationship with my family- I have had opportunities for incredible success, dreams come true. I’d let it all go to be with you.
The only thing holding me back now is my daughter.
I truly cannot imagine that this would be good for her. I am worried she would feel like an outsider in our life. I am so incredibly torn, because her dad was never right for me.
Being a child of divorce myself, I know what that can do to a child. Always feeling like you’re not yourself. Like somethings missing. I was diagnosed adhd when I know now that I was just deeply uncomfortable at every moment. I don’t want to do that to her…