I'll never be able to date

I spent 22 years trying to wait for the right moment and build up the courage to enter the dating scene. And I thought I finally, *finally* had the ability to do.

And then guess what. Turns out I'm trans! Hahaha. Just fucking forget it. It's too dishonest to date as a cis person and I'm too fucking pathetic right now to even think about dating as a trans person.

What's the point. I'm going to die alone.