What are you thankful for today?

Strangers

This week is THE week. I will get an answer. Will I get what I want so badly that I can taste it? Will life get to finally continue on or will I continue to be suspended in air indefinitely?

Some things to be thankful for despite what happens:

I am thankful for this mini trip this week. I will get to spend time with people I love that I haven’t saw in a while.

I am thankful for getting closer to my local friends.

I am thankful that I’m becoming better at some of my hobbies.

I am thankful that my boys are happy and their lives are taking a shape that they are excited about and that I proudly support. That they still let me have my role.

I am thankful for the clarity.

I’m thankful that my knees are starting to improve and I’ve been able to get some exercise in again.

I’m thankful that I meet with my psych to discuss my head and sort meds out properly.

I’m thankful I finally have a therapist that I actually feel comfortable with so I have been able to open up more than I ever have before

I’m thankful that I got my appetite back and that I haven’t gained back any of the weight I’ve lost so far. (Yet* knock on wood)

I’m thankful that I received a refund so I can plan another adventure.

I’m thankful that I can still see all of the good despite the bad.

I’m thankful I’m staying the course and not letting my emotions drive bad decisions for temporary escapism like actions.

I’m thankful I’m more grounded and stable than I was so my emotional waves are easier to contain: process, and move past.

I’m thankful for the beautiful landscape I get to explore daily.

I’m thankful that my true friends that are having problems feel comfortable enough and trust me enough to come to me to help give them support and get them through it.

I’m thankful I’m finding some people that share my same interests

AND

I’m thankful that I’m finally getting stuff for my astrophotography 🤣🤣 (I may have had to wait because the kiddos stuff came first but it’s on like donkey Kong now!!!)