Given up on neet
on 3rd may i scored 674 , and on 21 june i scored 556-566 , when i came out of centre my father was smiling , as i talked about paper he silenced me and said "beta tension free reh ab , exam deke aaya hai , jo hoga dekhege" then he took me to my coaching , some of my classmates were crying , i hugged them even though i know i also have scores like that but can't cry in front of everyone and then i checked my scores , i messaged him and when i return to car , his smile was all gone , he wasn't angry , he was in shock , i controlled my tears in car , not cried in front of him , we both were silent , i have never seen my father without a smile but that day i snatched his smile , on father's day , i made him sad
as i reached home , my mom cheerfully welcomed me and as i hugged her , i cried on her shoulder , i wasn't making sound but i was shaking , my mom hold me tightly , she cried too not because my exam went bad but because i was crying , giving me hope "beta cut off niche jayegi , tension mat kr "
i used to believe that those who do suc!-de are cowards but now for me they are the bravest , stepping into d**th which is unknown requires a lot of courage , i wish i had that courage or i never had been born
my parents deserved a better child , not an incompetent son like me , i really wish i d!e in sleep , atleast by that way i will not become a burden on them
Posted Jun 23, 2026, 10:12 AM UTC