My mom has always been strict never letting me go out to parties her friend gatherings. This sort of made me rebellious being 19 and still not being able to go out really pissed me off.

What I started doing was sneaking out when my mom would go to work. Hanging out with friends and making it back home on time before she got home.

I had met this guy on Instagram who was from my city. He had invited me out to hang out and eat. As soon as my mom headed out for work I got into the shower and got ready. I did my makeup and hair and he picked me up about an hour later.

The so-called date was fine. It was something casual. We went to a burger spot and ate in his car.

He took me home before my mom got home from work. A week or two went by , and then he asked me out again. So again I got ready as soon as my mom left for work. He picked me up around the same time.

We had agreed to go to the same burger spot , though this time he said he forgot his wallet at home. We drove to his house where he insisted I get down with him. At first I hesitated, but he said his family was not home and it would be quick.

We walked into his house, and I followed him into his room to look for his wallet. As soon as I walked into the room, he stepped behind me and shut the door. He told me to sit on the bed and I told him I thought we were going out to eat. His whole demeanor changed.

He started complementing me and telling me how good I look in my pictures on social media. I blushed and nervously said thank you and told him we should get going before it gets too late and my mom got home.

That’s when he told me “ we’re not going anywhere until we fuck” I asked what he meant and tried to leave the room. He stood by the door and blocked it not allowing me to leave.

After realizing we weren’t going anywhere, I gave in to his wants and needs. As soon as we started getting undressed his younger brother and  girlfriend got home.

I tried making an excuse to not go through with this, but he told me “don’t worry about it I’ll put some music on”. I felt stuck.

I didn’t want to do this. He played loud rap music and proceeded to rape me through coercion.

This isn’t how I wanted to lose my virginity. Not only did he take my pussy , he stuck in my asshole as well. I felt hopeless. There was nothing I could do but bite  into the pillow and cry.

He then proceeded to anal fuck me missionary , he just looked into my eyes as I cried. He seemed to get enjoyment out of seeing me cry as he pounded my asshole.

Me shitting on his dick is what brought it to an end. I walked to the bathroom to clean myself.

To make it worse, we had to walk past his brother and his girlfriend sitting in the living room. His brother‘s girlfriend was an old classmate of mine who I didn’t get along with. As we walked past them to leave she just gave me a “your a slut” smirk.

The car ride back to my house was quite , as I got out the car all he told me was “don’t text me anymore I’m done with you”

I had plans on going out to eat he had plans on raping my asshole