I don’t really know what I’m doing here (21f)

I was gonna post on some other rant page but idk I feel like I want something more connected?
Basically I feel left out by my bf we’re long distance and I’m here visiting him and he’s on his game voice chatting with his girl best friend of 6 years and I overhear their conversation and I just feel like a third wheel idk
I just want someone to chat with abt this or anything i don’t want to tell my friends or family bc i feel like it’s stupid.

Anyways idk feel free to hmu would like to chat and maybe I can make a friend out of all this