Am I overthinking it?..

Hello everyone!!! I’ve come with questions surely heard before and I hope it’s not that big a deal…

I have always felt very drawn to dark, paranormal things since I was very tiny and exactly a year ago I found out about Hecate and her stories, I tried worshipping her but because of my god awful ADHD I began being extremely inconsistent. Up until today I frequently remembered Hecate and always felt guilty about not continuing to worship her, I felt like a child constantly so I just didn’t go back. This went on up until a week ago when I got a random edit with Hecate in it and I was like hold on why am I not still worshipping her!? Then obviously since I liked the video more and more witchy stuff appeared so now I’ve also become, apparently, a “baby witch”. Forgot to mention that days prior to stumbling upon said tiktok about her I kept finding crow feathers (if that’s an actual sign cause I keep seeing people not mentioning it as a sign and now I’m afraid I’ve got it all wrong) So I randomly spoke up in my room and I called out to Hecate, i kid you not one minute later an entire freaking army, an entire kingdom of crows flew over my apartment and were screaming or screeching I don’t know what sound they make… It was insane and incredibly loud, I never knew any kinda bird can cook up such deep sounds.

What do you guys say? Did she hear me and answer, or is it just me overthinking things? Can crows really be a sign of this awesome goddess the way they say they are?