in europe for 2 weeks with no medical marijuana and i’m stressed and in pain

hi everyone. i’m kinda just here to vent and maybe look for some advice. i’m spending 1 week in germany and 1 week in italy since my bf is here for work. i decided to be responsible and not bring my dab pen with me (even tho i brought one to denmark a few years ago with no issues). i’ve been using weed for 10 years to help my crohn’s symptoms- i don’t even care about getting high like i did as a teenager. luckily i’m not nauseous and i’m able to eat but i CANT. STOP. POOPING !!!! and all i want is a nice hit right now to help me :( does anyone have any advice for supplements or meds or anything (or even just some positive words LMAO) that will help me stop pooping? imodium makes me constipated and uncomfortable. i thought about buying cbd from a shop bc i’m desperate. i can’t even leave the hotel without the urge to go. i’ve been in remission for a long time so i don’t remember what it’s like to be in a flare like state :/ anyone else suffer through a few weeks without their medical marijuana? i’m trying my best to hydrate and eat bland and not think ab the stomach cramps but it’s difficult since i have anxiety 💔i’m crying bc i don’t want to miss out on this experience. FUCK YOU CROHNS and FUCK this stupid world that decided cannabis is such a terrible drug that has to be illegal