first time allocating money to different life activities but biglang nanakawan or sumn

as someone na very sheltered, nagtry ako magipon over the course of ilang months din while balancing clinical duties and life. biglang studyante, most of the ipon i have came from my allowances from the parents, relatives, etc. ganun and magastos akong person so i had a hard time pero naging successful naman ako when i tried allocating budgets for each life activity.

fast forward, SOBRANG SAD KO and lugmok (crying as i type this rn) kasi pagbalik kong condo, yung pinaglagyan ko ng money ko for my trip (as well as other future expenses) ay nawawala! as far as im concerned, that pouch NEVER LEFT the condo. nung umuwi ako nung nakaraan, i made sure na nakaseparate yung money ko for my expenses at home sa money na iniwan ko sa condo. utterly disappointed, naiiyak, and sad kasi this was my chance to be more matipid as well as try to pay for things myself without bothering my parents pero nanakawan/nawalan pa nga. malaki-laking amount din yung nawala kaya nasasayangan ako as a student na inipon and inallocate rin yun nang maayos kasi sobrang gastos maging studyante. i so badly wanted to ease yung burden sa family ko by not asking much pero eto nangyari.

ayun lang. sobrang sad. i feel so disappointed and feel ko di ko matanggap kasi alam kong iningatan ko yun pero biglang nawala. even my roommate does not know how it happened or sumn lol 😔😭