Bought my first plug yesterday

Mid 30’s mwm, have been in the cycle of downloading grindr, goon, feel shame, remove then repeat.

Something snapped yesterday when talking to a guy and showing him a pic of my virgin hole. His response was it would look so much better with a sparkly plug in it. I was feeling horny af and live close to a sex store so I went and bought my first plug. I couldnt wait to go home and take a pic for him so I stopped at a seedy gas station and put it in. Snapped a few pics then went home and wore it for about an hour. Jacked off and smeared it all over my face. It was the largest load ive ever shot feeling the plug clinch around my hole… I think I am about to go further down the rabbit hole.

D m’s are open id you wanna chat or see the evidence.