What am I supposed to do with my life?

So about me im F22, unemployed (for a year now), I have a degree in childcare and I have worked in many kindergartens but the last place kinda traumatized me and I feel like I dont wanna do that anymore or for the rest of my life, the idea of going back to school disgusts me and my only dream has been that I would want to go travel around the world.

I feel really stuck have been feeling since I graduated in 2023 and even in school I kept telling myself okay it will get better once this is over you can do whatever you want and then the last three years the same thing, if im working I just think when this is over I will finally live and now that ive been unemployed im stuck and not even living and doing the things I said I would do.

Im really angry at the world, almost everyday I feel that I dont want to live in this kind of world and sometimes I think that maybe im meant to do something bigger but then all my huge ideas get crushed by my brain like last week I wanted to go to law school and start doing pro bono work to help people and then I was like well I wouldnt even get into law school. And then Im like well I want to go into politics so I can tell some of them how idiotic they are but then I remember that I dont really even have a clue about politics. And then I want to be a psychologist and then a nurse and then the pope lol. I guess I just want to know if there are people like me and what are you doing now does this get better?

And I know that I am the one in my own way but I just cant get myself to move away.