Is this weird?

I really really want to find a lover I can say I really lovee, but I feel like if I found one I'd only ever care about them and not other new people. Why would I need friends if I have the one and only? Maybe I romanticize love too much, but can't help but think about how it would be the only one I needed and not more friends which I already have some of. I want someone to pour all my love at and hug all day, nothing else!:D