Be true be real be weird 39 f usa

Hey im a weirdo looking for another weirdo to chat with lol. My life basically sucks and I dont do small talk. Dang im really not selling this but at least im being honest. I joke a lot and I can become clingy unfortunately, its not intentional. Looking for complete and total non-judgement. People always say they dont judge but they do. My life is very boring and basically nonexistent but I'll try to keep the conversation interesting. I know small talk is important at first but I just want people to be their real true selves. No judgements here as long as im not judged. Mutual effort would be appreciated thank you ☺️