51[m4f] Just want to feel something again

Do you know what its like being in a dead marriage for so long? Everything eventually becomes numb and routine. You dont know what anything feels like anymore. What a kiss feels like,what a touch feels like or what it feels like for someone to care anymore. The longer it goes that way,the less feeling you have. I just want to feel again and feel alive. Something or someone to ignite that spark,that fire back inside me. That feeling of being wanted and desired. To have a conversation with someone who wants to listen to what you say and sincerely pay attention. That wants to know you as a person. To have someone that cares how you feel and wants you to be happy.

I am 51 years young,funny,sense of humor,great personality,loving,caring,affectionate,romantic and respectful. Im 5'11,brown eyes,all over tan. Love anything outdoors,hiking,exploring,trail riding,camping and working out.*notabot