I want to trust

I want to believe that I was mistaken, that you never lied.

I want to believe that not only your heart but your body belongs to me.

You have my all in every way you could need, my heart and my soul and all of my being.

I look into your eyes and want to believe, I want to trust what you say is what you mean.

I know you more than anyone ever could and I know you don't want to hurt me and never would.

You look out for yourself and all of your own interests, even if it will hurt the loved one you invested in.

You're not evil and you're not mean but worry me because of what I've seen.

I loved you and you have my heart my soul and my being.

I want to trust you and what my eyes are seeing.

Please prove me wrong and show me my mistakes, I'll love you forever, whatever it takes.