My darkest fantasy is being locked in a reverse gloryhole for hours and used by men who might know me

I can’t stop thinking about this extremely unethical fantasy and I need to confess it somewhere.
I want to be locked into a reverse gloryhole. Completely helpless.
I’d be lying on my back with my waist pushed through a hole, my legs locked high and spread wide in the air so I can’t move at all. My pussy and ass completely exposed and vulnerable for anyone to use.
I want to be left there for hours. Multiple men rotating in and out, using me however they want.
Spanking my ass red, fingering me, fucking both my holes raw, filling me with load after load until cum is literally pouring out of me. I want it dripping so much they have to mop the floor underneath me every hour. I want my legs shaking uncontrollably, my body exhausted from cumming over and over again.

The hottest part ? There would be a live video feed of my face on a screen for them to watch while they fuck me but I’m blindfolded and can’t see any of them. I’d just be moaning and whimpering like a used whore while they watch my expressions.

And the most twisted detail..
I want the men to possibly be guys I actually know in real life. My ex husband’s friends, my friends, friend dads, my brother in law… anyone.
I’d never know for sure who fucked me, but every time I see them afterward I’d wonder “Did he just spend an hour pounding my holes and pumping me full of cum?”
The idea of going back to my normal life as a wife and mom, secretly wondering which familiar face destroyed me… that’s what makes me so fucking wet.
It’s completely unethical and depraved, but I can’t stop fantasizing about being a helpless, anonymous cumdump for hours.
Anyone else have similar dark public use or “people I know” fantasies??