46 [M4F] #Europe - Dead bedroom survivor ready to misbehave

I am looking for someone like me stuck in a bad marriage to make each other life more exciting and interesting. I would like for it to start slow with special someone who has enough time and patience to get to know me and for me to get to know you. I need some genuine chemistry with a confident woman who values honesty, good conversation and mutual support. At the same time in time I am open for something more. I think that often people start strong here and then end up ghosting one another. I can promise that I would never do that. I do have a more dirty side to myself but I believe this is something that should be exposed in time and not immediately. I am based in Europe but I do travel a lot and I usually work and I am online in US time zones as well.