The rumors are true. My world is rocked

I just went on a date with another trans person for the first time oh my god t4t is IT! This cute punk girl gave me her number at work and we got sushi and made out in a graveyard afterward

At dinner we complained about injection needle gauges and shit, when we were fighting over who gets to pay I pulled the "well itd actually be really gender affirming if u let me pay" card 🤣, then later when we were making out in the graveyard she kept telling me i was so handsome, this morning she texted me how hot it was when I took off my top and how she loved my binder

I kept telling her how gorgeous she was, I brought her a pair of rainbow earrings, I got the car door for her, I bought our stuff, she was so cute and kept putting my hands more places and telling me how much she loved me groping her (so did i ugh she looled and felt so lovely) lmao I was melting, i asked her if she wanted me to go down on her and yea. And she is so overtly flirty omg I have to up my verbal game, thanks autism in the thanks obama voice. And gotta practice more dominant vibes because wow was she responsive to the minimal amount of that that I did (*explicitly consensual* choking/pinning/light impact, saying Good girl, fingers in her mouth)

After all that we just cuddled for over 2 hours, just vibing sometimes or other times talking about life or trans history facts

I was a little nervous because i tragically hadn't had one-on-one sex with a girl before (just threesomes) but it was seriously the only time in my WHOLE LIFE that I had sober-ish sex (oral but still) without completely disassociating!? I wasn't even expecting it to go as far since I recently had a breakup but cmon everything/she was too perfect

Aftermath: my neck is so sore, covered in hickies (so is hers), and I can't stop blushing thinking about it all gahhh trans magic. When i got home i had to smoke some weed to calm my buzzy feels and was just listening to Trans Is Love on a loop (currently putting together a whole playlist of my fav trans songs), we are currently texting making plans to hang out again :)

*embarrassing part: why the FUCK, after she said she has some family members buried in this graveyard, did i say "oh sorry that was probably awkward for their ghosts to see" WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME