NICU not for me

I just got a job as a new grad RN in the NICU and I’m just not passionate about it. Ik the NICU is a very sought after unit and some ppl sometimes say it’s “soft nursing” not sure I agree with that particular sentiment. All I know is I’m not loving it. I initially was going to apply to the cardiac pediatric icu but I let insecurity get in the way. I’m debating if I should stay one year and leave or leave after I get off orientation. Will it look bad if I leave so soon. Ahh I don’t know what to do but I definitely don’t see myself here long term.