Things I wish I could tell you…

There are times where I really miss us and what we had. Other times I know it’s for the best and I only want the best for you. I just wish you knew how much I want you and miss you. It’s not just some silly thing… I care deeply for you and there have been days where simply hearing from you has made me smile.

I’ve been struggling a little lately with feeling unwanted and I know you feel that same way too. As long as I’ve known you, you’ve always been wanted and you’ve always been special. I’m so grateful to have you in my life at whatever capacity that can be now. I guess it’s only normal to miss something that made us both feel alive and understood.