I keep having a hard time changing myself for the better

No there's no drugs, no bullshit about love, none of that typical, this is just about myself who wants to change as a better person not grow.

I will say it as clear as it should be, I'm definitely childish, i play a lot of games, i keep staying at home and i rarely interact with people at all, the odds of meeting a stranger is almost as close as zero unless i do something.

The joy I've had grew bigger when I've experienced drinking with friends, going outside having to talk about lifes and jokes, the ways we keep trying to be better and share lifehacks in our adulting phases

I missed those... I'm an introverted person and I've experienced those because the people who were extroverted are my close friends, bit by bit i started enjoying doing the things they do together, lately i feel stuck not knowing what to do, i can honestly say my flaw is not doing anything about it, i just don't know how or where to start.

I feel lost about it but somehow I don't mind it because I've learned how to be comfortable alone, i just think that comfort is slowly getting too ridiculous and i gotta start changing my ways.

Now wondering if I should take the idea of going somewhere alone probably at a club or a bar just to see people and hope just maybe i learn a thing or two how to talk to people at all.