22F, lost and lack direction

A brief background I put up from a tire 3 city, graduated from DU with political science honours last year, had to move back home right after graduation due to some health issues. Also I am diagnosed with OCD. The worse part of my life is I haven't yet been able to figure out what am I suppose to do in life, I see people moving forward and doing so good in life but recently I have started loosing all my confidence because I am directionless.

I have been torturing myself to death cause the career stress is haunting me I really feel like my life is over and I have nothing ahead of this, both my parents are super supportive but I feels like im worthless and can't do anything in life. I have mostly been an average student and coming from general category never had the guts to go for exams like UPSC, thought of MBA but my past academics is shitty and im so damn weak at maths also I already have 1 gap year as I graduated in 2025.

I fucking regret all my past decisions and choices all I do these days is crying and overthinking and sleeping most of the time to escape the reality, my life has been so shitty and I only see things getting worse for me, I need to build wealth for my family and my future everyone around me is doing something and are happy its just me with all the shitty suicidal thoughts all the time because I have nothing figured out and I feel like my life has ended here.

Ill be grateful if you guys could help me in someway :)