I don't know anymore

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Im just so tired of ppl leaving me idek how to stop it anymore idek what im doing wrong. It's always me getting ghosted or blocked when ik i have never done anything that remotely justifies that atp I'm beginning to think that maybe there's SMTH wrong w me I don't know how long I can keep going on like this and doing the same ritual again and again and again and again when ik it's gonna end it 10 days and what am I even putting in all the effort for when no-ones gonna stay. It's gotta end at some point maybe I'll be better idk atp theres more chances of me ending it