i just want it to be over

for context, i (22) have been mentally, verbally, and physically abused all my life by my father and same with my sister and mom. a year and a half ago i moved out suddenly (just packed a bag and left) because i was hanging out with my partner and because of that he screamed at me over the phone saying that he wasn’t my father anymore, that im out of the will (which i don’t even care about) and that im not allowed to have any friends till i finish school. that was it for me. when i walked out the door, he grabbed my arm and his immediate reaction was to threaten me with dropping me out of school but i didn’t care. my partner and i have been together for a year and a half now and he makes me very happy. everyday i get to wake up to peace and quiet. but i can’t cut contact with my dad. not because i don’t want to but because i am reliant on him with certain things. im currently driving my uncles car to get around since i cant afford a car right now which is fine for the most part but because of this i have ties with my father. on top of that, student loans, it’s kind of a complicated situation but i still have to deal with that with him. im just so sick and tired of having him in my life and i just want all of this to be over soon. even tho my life is significantly greater than what it was, im still extremely stressed. just wanted to vent.