22 [F4M] My boyfriend's behaviors have made me feel incredibly awful and unwelcome lately

Hi everyone, I'm not sure if this is appropriate to discuss here but I really don’t have anyone else to talk to at the moment and I feel so lost and sad inside. My boyfriend and I have been dating for a few months, but lately we’ve been having constant arguments, lots of tension and cold behavior from him that makes me feel unwanted and unloved. Today he really hurt my feelings badly with his words and actions and made me feel incredibly awful about myself. Be honest and rate my picture when I send it, I need some genuine male attention, compliments and feedback right now to feel better, more confident and desired again like a real woman.