22 [M4A] OKC/United States - looking for a hyper specific dynamic

Hiiiii, so I'm going to be so honest... what i am looking for is like really specific. I am looking for a sort of friendship in which we can be completely open with each other. We can talk to each other about anything (literally anything without much limit... unless you have boundaries ofc in which I'd respect) and ideally talk as often as possible. I'll be the first to admit that I am EXTREMELY lonely, and because of this (and feeling like the people that i normally talk to are kinda icing me out?) So I want someone that i can put all of my energy into. I want to focus on you and for you to focus on me (unrealistic I knowww but still). Anyways to continue, I want someone that we can do any and everything with (also without limits). Playing games together, texting, eventually calling... just everything including NSFW things (ofc only if you are comfortable. You can absolutely ask more if that does interest you.) I also want this to be completely judgement free. Because we are both ideally going to be open with each other so I'd like to make each other as comfortable as possible to do so and not have to worry. One thing that bothers me the most is being dry, it makes hard because it feels like you don't reaaally want to talk to me and well...

Sooo about me:

\- I'm 22 yr old Guy from Oklahoma City (United States), andd a Hiki/trying to i guess fix it though. my sleep schedule is pretty horrific and i'm pretty much up all night and asleep during the day....

\- I enjoy watching anime (my favorite is probably sounds of life but I'll watch almost anything....), I love manhwa/manga and I spend alot of time reading those as well.

\- I play video games (on pc), love elden ring bad (I play it all the time and I'm not super great at it either tbhhh. So if you also play we could do a playthrough together 👀). I play fortnite, Assassin's creed (unity currently), warframe (not good at it lmaoo), and some other games on steam

\- I am black, Pansexual anddd my views are left leaning sooo yeah?

I cant think of much else at the moment buttt if you sound interested lets talk more about the ideal friendship....alsoo please be around my age.... I'd appreciate if you could give an intro about yourself (that'd be great).