It's 25th June...

I really wanted to skip this day, I am just not prepared for the goodbye, Losing him felt like losing someone of my own, I can't get over this feeling, I can't even visit his resting place, I am like 30 countries away.
Michael, you're my comfort place, you're someone I don't think I'd ever be able to turn my back to, I love you so so so much. You were the most innocent, pure, angelic soul ever, I wish I could give you some flowers or anything, I just hope you are aware of the love, everyone loves you, I love you. You are the light to this dull world, you are the light in my life and I will forever be your fan, you're like my family, You saved me. My words were never able to define the love I have for you, They still can't describe it. The old me felt like I was in a dull old stimulation, life felt plastic, but with you, I feel sunshine on me, I smell the flowers, Life is worth living again, and it's only because of you. Even when I was born after your death, we both somehow found each other, I found you, And for me you're the best thing in my life. And just remember, if you think the whole world hates you, I am here, I am here and I love you. Remember, even if I don't put messages on reddit like this, or don't listen to your songs, or don't watch your clips anymore, but my love for you would forever be the same. Even if the 20 year old me has forgotten you just remember the 14 year old me loves you, And I hope I'll love you till my hair turns grey. And when my time comes, I would visit you and give you the tightest hug ever.
I love you so much Applehead
We all love you so much.