I hate my ex’s new Gf.

I was dating a guy I met back in September for Instagram. Everything was perfect. I had just gotten out of a very abusive sexless relationship with a guy who was closet gay. When I met the new guy, he made me feel so special, beautiful and I started to feel so happy with life again.

One day we had an argument and it escalated. I thought we would get over it, but he ended up blocking me on everything and never spoke to me again.

It hurt so much, because he told me daily how much he loved me, and was actively trying to get me pregnant when I was visiting him in LA.

I feel so sad and broken that one small fight turned into being blocked forever.

Now he’s dating a new girl, and I hate her so much. She’s a fake Instagram model, and a dj that gets booked with tons of celebrity parties. He is also in the public eye and I hate seeing them together I lurk their pages constantly and I hate seeing him happy with her, she even made a fake page and sent me rude messages when they started dating.

I think of ways I want to ruin their relationship. I hate feeling like he loves her so much and that I was just thrown away. He recently took her on a trip to Japan and bought her tons of things. I just feel heartbroken and sad that in some sense I feel she stole everything I was supposed to have. I feel so stuck and I can’t move on.