P-DiD (in Question for 3 years)

I have mainly not differed on my alters the last few years I was in denial like I was faking it and I tried to stop symptoms never went away and that's why I'm here since I yet do not have the money for a complex diagnosis that will take 6-12 more years when I have been dealing with it my entire life already.

my symptoms  I feel no amnesia but I can pick up on when I shift alters by feeling like my face is heavy or my face gets tingly or feeling goosebumps up my neck and arms, I will then change up our makeup half the day and add to it even though I liked it and I'll go from eyeliner to a moustache/9'o clock shadow, I thought it was just my gender identity but a gender identity wouldn't make me feel like multiple people. I feel butterflies or a tingle in my chest a heavy feeling when I shift alters as well.

Freeze / fawn / fight are defense mechanisms/ triggers

Host/ Ash (freeze) Opia (NON-BINARY) 2D (non binary,, freeze) triggered by songs, pops out when in a good mood usually, when hurt they go into freeze mechanism And may go silent for a while. Noodle ( female little,, fawns,, confused, sweet, caring) murdoc (Male protector,, fight, defensive and bickers after finally processing the insult)  Tiff val ★ (female protector,,fight,, pretty much sassy when other people are sassy back and that's the main trigger) Damon- likes to keep peace and doesn't like to be bothered with nonsense that takes up his time he fawns when upset and fights back verbally has quick wit (very very cocky and he has a sas problem he needs to work on) they come in as impulses or guide me through day to day life when I'm least expecting it I have tried everything to try it what do you guys think? P-did doesn't have much amnesia and I don't go through amnesia heavily I remember but it takes a couple reminders even if it was the same day.