Am i doing CH5 the weird route right?

I got new cutscenes at the beginning and kris and Noelle >!Suicide attempt da fuck! !< and there were scenes from the normal route BUT >!noelle kept saying nothing changed!< CUTS then Susie said we two have been acting weird

But now i reached >!Cyan!< first boss fight and looks exactly like the original no dialogue changes

Am i locked in or not

And i am trying to fight everything just because