Now that I’m 18 I have no hope

I haven’t really been active in this sub since I turned 18 cuz I don’t wanna be mistaken for a predator but I don’t rlly know what to do anymore. I thought once i graduated high school and turned 18 that my romantic life would flourish. I’d find a bf in my area, id be happy and satisfied but it’s just as bad if not worse. The inly guys that want me are either trslly far or not in my area, or only want me for my ‘attributes’ and not my personality iykwim, or they’re not my type. If I had a dollar for every time a guy courted me and seemed promising but then blocked me for no reason I’d be able to fly around to find someone my time far away to be together forever. I’d rather be told what the issue is then be blocked and never know. I don’t know what to do. Ik there are hundreds of posts complaining about not being able to find love in ur teens but it’s honestly ridiculous atp. Like I get I’m not the most attractive person but don’t tell me how much you wanna date me then block me for no reason. Why do guys do that. UGHHHH IT MAKES ME CRAZY!!!!!! I just want a guy that loves me for all of me not just some of me. Is that too much to ask?