I think I'm single and untouched because I'm poor and ambitious

If I were rich, I probably would have had multiple exes and relationships until now. But on the other hand, I'm ambitious as well so this thing is keeping me far away from romantic relationships. If I get into this relationship thing there's always a fear of losing track. Would rather stay like this. But sometimes I cave for love as well but nvm

But what if I died just like a Newton? Oh god damn it