Seeking perspective

Self blame

There WAS a cloud roaming around because it had no place to call home.

Someone threw shit in the sky, or let’s just say the toilet bag of airplane just opened up in sky.

The cloud became angry, miserable and in those moments of vibrating with emotions, he caused a shitstorm.

Later most people on earth sent kites in sky saying “you are evil”, so that cloud knows that it is his fault.

Now the cloud is gloomy, because he noticed that on his spiritual journey that water vapours have not been something that were in his control ever. He is not made to control the water vapours in cloud. At some point, it will always rain, whether it wants it or not. And until then he may continue living normally, ignoring the kites in sky.

But the blame from others and his natural actions of raining shit from sky due to someone else’s actions, is something which makes him want to seclude close to some higher mountain, so that he would not be blown away by wind.

But mountains have their own choices. And some of them consider him a parasite for putting his shoulder against them. Some mountains want sunlight, rather than sad and gloomy cloud.

With no place to go in the world, what should cloud do, if immediate dispersal is not in near future, or it must be something that needs planning, like going in a desert and killing itself, to feed water to some cacti 🌵.

It is hard to find a mountain in world where cloud should seek support.

If cloud was to be awakened spiritually, it may become so even in last stage of disappearing in desert, or it may happen by observing and nourishing life near mountain in some valley or it may just precipitate when winter hits the area of mountains. Some mountains may blame him for the ice or hail too.

It may find enlightenment even while disappointing hailstorm and letting itself disappear there.

So what should the cloud do, when even the mountain which is supposed to be its shelter and home, could possibly blame it for having water vapour.

Where should the cloud go, if some river told him that killing himself in a desert is not a good choice and is considered bad.