20 M stuck in cllg

Hi guys I just got hit 20 and also my 5 th sem got to commence I've just laying on my bed and thinking what the fuck I'm doing in my life

A college has 2 courses on which the course I'm pursuing having the strength of 23 students including 8 annoying and humourless girls from whom I didn't talk yet since last 2 years a single time I and also I don't wanna do it it's better and whenever I tried to that doesn't fit the vibe or the male friends ..... You know guys

Well I'm an ambivert but I didn't talk with any girl when someone starts first I can also

All i have just wanna found the friends of my age