I've Given Up Using my Cousin

Aggghh. I swore that the Cousin was going to be the answer to my planner prayers, but I completely lost the incentive mid June. And I fear there's no going back. I have ordered a new 6 month (Roterunner) planner that Amazon had a super low Prime Day price for. I'm going to use it July through December and then maaaaaybe I will get a Weeks Mega for 2027. (Hate to give Azn my $$ like that. I did resist for several painfully fraught hours)

There was so much promise in the Cousin, but it proved too unstructured. And I don't even really like structure. It stresses me out. But I guess I do need some guidance in my planner. Who knew? Anyone feel me?