All I can say

I guess if we're being honest, I never really trusted you. Now I see, I wasn't wrong to question. You jumped ship faster than the rats on the Titanic. I'm happy that I never gave you my phone number, because you and all your 'friends' would probably be immature with that as well. The world doesn't revolve around you, despite what you may think. You can say all day long how empathetic you are, and how big of a piece of shit I am. How I was never there for you. How's the view from that high horse?

Yes, you did have health scares and issues. But you let them define you and limit you. Was I there for all of them? Nope.I couldn't possibly have been. I couldn't be there in the room with you. Obviously. You're there and I'm here. Emotionally though? I was never there for you? Ever? That's a lot of bullshit.

I told you that I had an appointment coming up. And I didn't get the results I wanted to hear. Excuse me for disappearing to drown my sorrows when I'd been handed a death sentence. How dare me retreat. How dare me want to take time to figure some shit out and not include you. Fuck me, right?

So you moved on. I get it. I tried to end things a while ago. Go and be happy in your new relationship. Why are you still so worried about what I'm doing?

Narcissist? If the shoe fits. I didn't say your name. Nor did I say your name anywhere else. Nor have I done so here. If you read into what I posted, that shit is on you.

I unblocked you briefly to give you the opportunity to speak your piece. You chose not to. I'm sure whatever burner account you made will suffice, if you'd still like that opportunity. Put on your big girl britches and say what you need to say to me directly. If you can't do that, then leave me alone.

We're both adults. So let's just face facts here. I never called you, because I was concerned about what would happen if things went bad. I disappeared on you for a few days, trying to maintain some kind of sanity for myself in the face of this shit. So you showed empathy by starting a relationship with someone else? Which I refuse to believe was not started sooner than that, but that's irrelevant. When we first started talking, you were in a relationship. And still.. the way you acted even then. Should have been a red flag.

But saying that I'm to blame. That I'm a narcissist. That I'm heartless. That I'm cruel. You're blameless and perfect. Right?

You're empathetic? That's how you showed it? Fuck your empathy.

You said you loved me. That was your demonstration of love? Fuck your love.

You're over it? Me too. Go rebuild yourself. While you're at it, why don't you focus your energy on something positive. Spend your time on your daddy and stop checking in on me.

I'm done.