How to stop? I’m really worried about the health effects

I’ve been purging consistently for two months. It started after a bad binge and I said that would be the only time, yet here I am. I even do it somethings without binging, but my main reason to stop is the health effects.

I love my teeth, and looking at them knowing what I’m doing could lead to irreversible damage makes me so sad. I’m going on vacation for three weeks so I won’t have the time to just do it cuz I’m bored and stuff, so I’m hoping it will be the reset I need.