Do your voices purposely talk at low volumes so you can't understand them?

Since the beginning of my drug induced psychosis i was plagued by 3 voices that have conspired to kill me at every chance they got. Until I started to believe that there was nothing they could do to hurt me, I was in constant fear of being killed. Fast forward 6 months..my addiction has continued to win the battle not allowing me to get rid of the poisonous cancerous voices that torment me everyday. I've tried everything to learn to cope with or coexist but after a short moment of peace they were at it again today.

I was very surprised in the beginning with there ability to hold conversations. I always thought they were just things yelled at you or repeated. But the more I pay attention it seems like during any indepth conversation there volumes becomes very low and inaudible. Basically making them sound like the teachers in "peanuts " looking back i don't ever remember hearing them through the longest conversations but instead trying to put something together with all the broken words. Since the beginning these evil demonical teases have tried to "get one over" on me. Now I'm wondering if maybe most of it is a hoax. Maybe they armt as intelligent as I thought but just trying to play a fast one over on me.

So??? Has any one experienced anything similar?

Please don't bother me with the "stop doing drugs" I am well aware it's the only way to get rid of them and I'm working on that too, but I'm also using my drug of choice to self medicate and I need to find a way to replace one before quitting the other.

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