i feel like im overreacting

my boyfriend suggested we have phone sex tonight after we haven’t done it in a few months, so I was actually really excited because I had been waiting for him to bring it up again. before we started I even asked if we were still going to and he said yes. the problem is that it ended up being just me. i told him I wanted him to participate too because I feel really awkward if it’s only me, but he said he was tired. I don’t want to force him to do anything if he doesn’t want to and I understand being tired, but it completely ruined the mood for me and i thought he’d do it with me since he was the one who suggested it first. right now i just feel disappointed, embarrassed, and honestly kind of unwanted. I ended up telling him I wanted to go to sleep, but I’ve actually just been crying. I feel guilty for being upset because he said he was tired, but I also feel hurt because he was the one who suggested it and I was really looking forward to us both doing it