I feel like everything has this meloncholy feeling now. I just can't enjoy anything anymore

Idk how to explain it but my brain seems to put a negative spin on anything i see. Literally everything makes me suicidal and im getting sick of it. Wether its a happy romantic couple or just some random pretty girl or fucking war crimes and the state of the world today everything just makes me want to die. I can't watch new seasons or episodes on tv shows i used to like i cant start playing any new games i can't do anything unless its mind numbingly brain dead.

Im male 21 amab. I have severe adhd anxiety and chronic depression (these are the big ones but not the only ones im a fucking nutcase). I used to be on meds but after changing medication and doses for a long time an not seeing results i stopped taking them. Im also from iran which explains a lot.

Anyway i usually don't get many responses on subs like this but thanks either way