My NEET UG Journey.

Physics :

MR Sir— Assignments ❌ DPP ❌ MedEasy ❌ Modules ✅ (Allen)

Tamanna Ma’am— One Shot & NCERT PTR

Physical chemistry:

Sudhanshu Sir & Hrithik Sir— DPP ✅ One Shot ✅ NCERT + Exemplar ✅

Inorganic chemistry :

MD Sir & Hitesh Sir — Lectures*** ✅ ***DPP ✅ Module ✅ NCERT + Exemplar ✅
Line to line — Sakshi Ma’am

Organic Chemistry:

Pankaj Sir & Yogesh Jain Sir— NCERT ✅ Reaction Sheet ✅ Uthaan ✅ NCERT + Exemplar ✅

Biology:
NCERT ✅ DPP ✅ MODULE ✅ BIOHACK ✅

Vipin Sir & Rupesh Choudhary Sir — One Shot (Botany)
Tarun Sir & Nomesh Goplani Sir — One Shot(Zoology)

Revision — Umeed Batch or One-Time Long Lecture.

4 hours each for Physics and Chemistry daily.

2.5 hours for Biology daily.

1 hour in the morning & 1 hour before bedtime.

I have done all this, yet it was not enough for me to get into college, and even my family, seeing me do all of this, they still tell me I haven’t done my best and that I do not take it seriously.

I have given up on social media for a straight year, cut my friends off, lost my Girlfriends due to non-availability, and still I am at a stage where I feel very disappointed, not because it didn't score enough, but people, even though they witnessed me doing all of it, still don’t acknowledge, and it sucks when they are your own.

I only kept my book-reading & writing poetry alive as they kept my sanity throughout all of this clusterfuck. I still cannot process where I lagged or where I have been dishonest, but I guess I can write a ten-pager answer on a topic, but I can never choose the most appropriate answer from the 4 options.

I am not made for this.