End times anxiety

So ig this is kind of a vent but I keep seeing all these videos about the earthquakes and this being the birth pains and everything. I don’t deny that, I believe that and I hope I’m ready for it. But I wanna have a family, I wanna get married, I wanna do more yk? I also am worried I’m fooling myself, and I don’t actually know God. Idk why I’m putting this on here, any advice to help me feel better about it would be nice