So much loss.. idk what to do anymore

We’ve had a 6.5week miscarriage, a failed implantation, and two double embryo transfers both ending in chemicals.

Just did another egg retrieval, and I ovulated early before retrieval so 0 blasts.

I’m starting to think the universe doesn’t want us to have kids. I’m at such a loss, and I’m honestly feeling like even people in the IVF community aren’t going through this kind of misery and pain.

We’re dealing w severe MFI, my husband has Kliensfelter but we had a successful mtese, the egg retrieval before this got us 6 embryos.

I just feel so lost and need some words of encouragement. Not sure what to even do anymore